memo memo...lalala

Thursday, January 31, 2013

ikut hati..

Salam...

lama dah aku tak tulis apa2 dekat sini...last post aku on my 2 week posting kat department O&G..n sekarang ni aku tengah bercuti..means aku dah habis posting and exams O&G untuk 3rd year nieh! hehe..pass/fail nanti balik campus baru tahu..sekarang ni kita focus pada cuti yg selalu tak berapa nak ada..

aku cuti ni pun seminggu je..try my best to enjoy it to the fullest! bermalas-malasan, runningman, movie marathon, n korean drama marathon...gilos! kejung otak n mata..sbb bersengkang mata sehari semalam semata2 nak habis kan semua drama korean yg ada dlm external ni...aku serabut n runsing tengok drama2 tu banyak sangat dalam external..tengok nye idak jugak..now amik ko! 2 drama dah habis! pueh hati..

next posting starts effective immediately ( dah effective immediately pulak) nextweek..kita rotate ke department paediatric pulak..this is going to be hard since i don't really like kids..kalau yang comel2 to okay la..ni yang muka tak seberapa tapi mengada lebih..rasa nak *PANGPANG* je..astaghfirullah halazim..syaiton betul perangai aku!

tapi..aku dah berazam...i have to change that attitude...comel atau tak budak tu nanti..kena belakang kira..they are sick..so i have to treat them good..INSYAALLAH..

n new frame of history taking need to be learned..haishhhh! tu lagi satu masalah..bukan semua budak2 yang sakit ni boleh bercakap..maksud aku bukan dorang ni bisu/pekak ke apa..tapi ada yg sakit tu still lg baby and infant..cakap pun tak reti..yang boleh nangis je la bila sakit..atleast kalau dekat department lain kita tanya sakit kat mana..patient boleh jawab..ni tanya nanti tanya kat budak kecik apa dia nak jawab? haihhh!cabaran sungguh!

klah..cukup la merapu2 ni..dah lama tak buat rasa pelik plak..till the next post (ntah bila)...

salam..

p/s: baru aku sedar..title sangat tak berkaitan dgn post..haha..FINE!


Tuesday, December 11, 2012

uhuk uhuk...

salam....

bapak lama aku tak menulis...tak ada masa...busy je memanjang....ulang alik kelas di MSU-Hospital-Klang...

aku sekarang pelajar tahun 3 MBBS MSU...and currently i'm in my second posting...owh! lupa nak bg tahu..aku lepas interview haritu and got accepted into the third year! YEAY!!!!

...but the yeay ends there...cabaran clinical years tak semudah yang di sangka...to many things to do, to read and crammed everything in two months per posting...kalau otak aku ni macam ais..aku rasa dah cair dari telinga dan hidung.. and then evaporate dah jadi vapour..*ok maaf..sedikit jijik disitu...

aku dah habis 1st posting haritu dalam dua bulan pertama...and it was harddddddd! my first posting was at the surgery department..met so many friendly doctors there, who is willingly to help and teach us...the consultants are super nice (consultant= pakar)..over all i'll say surgery best!!

now i'm in O&G department...i'm here for almost 2 weeks...still blurr and trying to catch up things all around me in O&G...hope this second posting will be better than before...doa kan aku...aku cuba survive the third year tanpa fail...aku nak buat elective posting di kampung halaman aku yang banyak lembu dan kerbau dengan sawah padi luas terbentang melambai-lambai meliuk lintuk ditiup angin..haha *ok ! aku tipu tang tu..rumah aku tengah bandar..tak ada sawah padi, lembu dan kerbau...huhu..i miss ipoh! tak sabar habis 2nd posting..dengar cite ade cuti seminggu :)

sorry la..aku dah lama gila tak merapu sebegini.....jadi awkward pulak kan...

klah, masa tak mengizin kan...aku kena pergi dobi for laundry..

salam....

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Testing..1..2..3..

salam..

haha..bapak berkurun aku xmenulis..xde masa..masa lapang aku sibuk fill in with dramas, movies, running man ,anime n cartoons..jadi maaf la kalau ayat aku tunggang langgang cam budak primary school..

i had finished my 1st degree (HOORAY!) few months ago..selepas habis praktikal, viva n thesis presentation aritu..aku kini seorang penanam anggur yang sangat berjaya (kadang2 ade jugak buat part time for side income)..poket aku rabak sebab parents aku dh xbagi monthly duit belanja and every month aku pergi jumpa dermatologist..ari tu muka aku naik byk giler whiteheads on both cheeks n along the mandible..too stressed out for the finals aritu la kut..haiihhh! stress!!(gary style)..

currently waiting for 18th sept to arrive..aku n classmates semua ade interview for our 2nd degree...nervous giler..hope that all of us made it through nnt..amin...n also waiting for letter of acceptance for mbbs phase 3 to arrive (obviously after we made through the interview)..can't wait to start a new semester with the same classmates at the end of september..with a new environment, new style of teaching n new lecturers (oh! how i miss all the lecturers in bms :( )

dan aku merindui cik bella kita..she already went back to WI last few days..dah hilang satu ahli-geng-merabakkan-poket-sendiri..huhu..study smart ok my dear sis..show to those loser what r we capable of! (please update ur blog!!)

dah la..aku pun xtahu ape yg aku merepek ni..just a little bit here n there about me..till the next post..

salam

Sunday, November 13, 2011

a short note to someone...

salam....

just a reminder to you, you , n you...

honestly i thought u already had a slightest grip on your life...but apparently...u dont! n i know the reason why...the BIG WHY is because u are a pathetic "puny" human being!

from your pathetic behavior..we can conclude that u are so sick and pathetic..u cant get over things...n still hang on to it like an over sized simiiformes clinging to a tree branch waiting for gravity to pull u to the solid ground..-which is the reality-

if u think u are so pious(honestly..this is so not u!)..n your sins account is absolute zero..planning to add some (or should i say..endless supply) through your stupid games...then go ahead..no one will stop u...

cant wait to play 'hide and seek' with u at padang mahsyar..note this..u are comitting sin not only towards ALLAH, towards us also...yes! u can ask forgiveness from ALLAH but it wont settle until u ask forgiveness from each of this family...personally...human to human sin..if u dont get what i've been saying...sila bertanya pada ustaz or ustazah about it..itu pun kalau anda paham la...*L*

remember...life is karma..what goes around comes around...and it could be 10x worst or greater than what u did to the person that u have sinned...

that's all from me...

salam..

p/s: antonym to "puny" is????

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

memang....

salam...

setelah berabad tidak meng-update...akhirnya..ada jugak sinar harapan rumah kebahagian (macam nama rumah orang tua2 pulak) dalam diri ini untuk meng-update walaupun tsunami kemalasan melanda...

telampau sibuk dengan banyak benda perlu dibuat...too many things to think and to do..kalau rajin nanti aku share....

menghadapi depression yang sangat OD kerana weight lost yang melampau.....i'm trying my best to gain back my ideal weight by filling up my free time munching n eating..currently terasa diri seperti papan yang bergerak-gerak..*sedih*..encik S juga turut bersedih sama apabila mendengar kejadian ini...*mari sama2 sedih..huhu*~...pasang lagu sedih sambil duduk melutut dibawah spotlight macam cerita shinchan..~

sekarang aku sudah mula mencari info for my research project next semester...breast cancer n mammogram..*macam dah takde tajuk lain je kan?*..i'll share about it later...takde mood la sekarang...

memikirkan tempat praktikal yang sesuai...i wanted to do at my mum's place...senang! pegi balik ikut mak aku je...nak deal dengan pengarah hospital tu pun senang je..kawan mama..sambil boleh buat muka sombong anak PKD..haha..but i have to think about the research project..kena menghadap Dr Redhwan jugak time tu untuk refer and submit draft research..nanti dia tidur tak basah makan tak lena pulak tak dapat jumpa aku for 3 months..haha..damn! so nak taknak i have to choose hospital area klang valley so that it will be easier for me to have a research date with Dr Redhwan..hehe

aku dah tak tau nak cakap ape dah....

klah...till the next post...doa kan lah aku rajin meng-update pasni...

salam....


Friday, July 29, 2011

mari berkongsi info 1#

salam..

a few days ni harus menghadap buku..next week da start mid sem..masa tengah membelek notes genetic disorder..i came acrossed an interesting syndrome yang aku penah blaja dlu time matrik..that is TRISOMY X syndrome...saje nak share kat sini..very interesting really! :)

trisomy X syndrome only occur in females..as most of us already know female carries sex chromosome XX, n male XY..female yang ade trisomy X syndrome ni ade extra satu chromosome X..instead of XX, dia punya sex chromosome is XXX..dat is why syndrome ni di panggil trisomy X or triple X syndrome..syndrome ni occur di sebabkan during meiosis, the sex chromosome does not divide betul2 so berlaku la non-disjunction..the non-disjunction is almost 100% berlaku kat the mother..

but sometimes..it can occur during embyonic life..mak bapak dah produce chromosome normal dah..tapi ntah ape salah anak tu..during embryonic life boleh plak berlaku non-disjunction..so jangan salah mak bapak jika kamu ade trisomy X syndrome..owh! don't worry..kalau kamu pembawa this syndrome..n kamu berkahwin..dapat anak..this syndrome takkan jatuh kepada anak anda juga cuz it is not inherited...like i've said earlier it is due to non-disjunction of the chromosome during meiosis..kadar incidence of this syndrome is 1:1000 births..contoh dalam satu university tu ade 3000 female students, insyallah la ade 3 orang female yg akan ade syndrome ni..huhu

trisomy X ni tak sama macam trisomy 21(down syndrome)..kenapa? trisomy 21 ni extra chromosome dekat chromosome 21..n carrier trisomy 21 ni, characteristic dia distinct..kita boleh kenal..tengok je dah tahu.."owh, budak ni down syndrome."..but for trisomy X people plak..kita takleh distinguish with naked eyes..but we can observe..the symptoms plus minus boleh nampak la...contoh they have tall stature, behavioral problems, epicanthic fold, clumsiness, midfacial hypoplasia, poor coordination, ovarian failure, learning disabilities, amenorrhea,menstrual irregularities, wide-set eyes, long head, small hands, small feet, mental retardation, deficient languange skills and infertility..actually byk lagi...sikit2 sudah..

ok mari aku terang kan sikit2 symptom2 tadi..kita amik tall stature..macam xpenting sangat kan? tapi cuba la pikir..kalau mak bapak heights average je..tetiba anak perempuan dia tinggi semacam..tak ke pelik tu..kalau anak lelaki mmg biasa..sbb they can continuously grow until 25..perempuan plak at the age of 17-18 tu mmg dah stop growing..grow jugak..tp jangan mimpi la smpai nak 3-4cm..milimeter pun belum tentu naik...biasa nya akan melebar dan mendebab..tapi kalau mak bapak mmg ade gene tinggi tu xpayah la risau..sbb ikut genetic parents :)

next is learning disability...bukan nye bodoh ye...diorang ni cam lembab sket..susah nak masuk belajar..xkira la betapa gigih tak tido malam dia study and amik tuition berbakul2..still tak pandai jugak still lagi tak faham...n IQ level dia tak sama dengan normal people...normal range human IQ is 80-120..kalau below than that tu...memang takde harapan la..baik berenti belajar tolong mak masak kat dapur..tunggu je orang datang meminang...senang! tapi kalau nak mencuba jugak tu pun boleh jugak...usaha tangga kejayaan..aku nasihat kan ambil la iron supplements..it helps to carry sufficient oxygen to your brain..sedikit sebanyak membantu jugak la kan? dari takde langsung..m i rite?

amenorrhea is ko tak datang2 period..even ko dah umo 20 tahun...tak banyak sangat nak explain pasal ni..usually by the age of 12 years old..sepatutnye mmg dah start period..so kalau dh 15 years old dan keatas pun tak period2..pegi la check doctor..takut ade masalh ovary or masalah hormone..nanti kawen camne nak dapat baby??? betul tak?..next is epicanthic fold..epicanthic fold tu mata ala2 sepet..which the upper eyelids ni cover the inner conner of the eyes..so sape yang ade mata sepet tu..tak payah nak budget korean and japanese sangat..mungkin korang ade possiblities trisomy X?hehe..other syndrome yang ade mata camni is cri du chat syndrome and williams syndrome..

next is..bahavioral problems..ha! ini interesting..sebab lecturer aku cakap..kebanyakkan pembunuh, penyamun n penyangak perempuan adalah perempuan yang ber-chromosome kan trisomy X..dorang ni slalu extreme sangat..korang boleh tengok trait ni..even kalau benda kecil pun dorang kepoh satu kampung...contoh..ade kucing pee kat kasut dia..minah ni punya marah..sampai maki2 kucing tu..and stalk kucing mana la yang suka lalu lalang depan rumah dia..then lalu la sekor kucing yang baru first time nak testing2 lalu depan rumah dia..minah ni terus tangkap n buat dajal kat kucing tu..sbb dia mmg dah sure sgt dah kucing ni yang pee kat kasut dia..siap sula n bakar kucing tu hidup2..cam dalam berita kat tv3 baru2 ni..kejam sungguh kan? orang tu..sepak terajang anak2 kucing tu sampai mati..huhu

mungkin korang takkan dapat tengok dia emo jenis macam tu..sebab selalu benda macam ni dorang buat hal belakang2..takde sape yang taw (kena la sorok segala keburukan dan kekufuran..haha)...ko nak mampus..seksa2 binatang ni..tak pasal2 kena SUE..kalau ko ade banyak duit and ade syndrome ni..go ahead..haha..eh! melalut plak..OR..or mungkin korang boleh nampak ciri2 mental disorder kat trisomy X people ni...contoh macam..depan2 korang nampak dia baik sangat..pijak lembu pun tak mati..tapi..bila orang ade masalah or salah faham dengan dia..instead of confronting n solving the problems elok2..dia akan canang kan cerita tu kat satu negara..siap ade bermacam2 versi..benda ni berlanjutan sampai bertahun2 n sampai la dia mati (ishkkk! harap2 xla..orang mati tak tenang ni orang tua2 cakap mati jadi hantu..betul ke??ke sebab kufur??any ustazah here?)

trisomy X people ni nampak mmg normal..apart than being terlebih tinggi than other normal female..their sexual development are normal..normal blooming bosom, kalah orang normal u!..kadang2 tu ade je yang period awal bukan semua yang datang lambat..not much difference pun than normal females secara zahir nye...most medical professionals tak anggap mereka ni disable..so big YEAY!! for u..kalau dah ade cam ciri nak menganas tu..mak bapak sila perhati kan anak anda..bawak la pegi buat intervention treatment ke ape..takut nanti membahaya kan orang lain!

kalau korang rasa macam ade 3 atau lebih symptoms trisomy X ni..or terasa macam.."eh! aku ade syndrome ni ke?"..anda boleh pegi mana2 hospital and buat blood test untuk confirm kan...just to make sure..i wont hurt rite?

klah..perlu mengadap buku kembali...next time if ade lagi penyakit yang aku rasa best or penting n perlu tahu..aku akan share ok?
till the next post...
salam :)

p/s: selamat berpuasa semua!!..suci and bersih kan hati anda untuk bulan yang mulia ni..supaya mendapat lebih keberkatan :) ..

Monday, July 25, 2011

nafsu binatang betul.....

salam...

hari ni aku nak bercerita pasal nafsu binatang...Eh! Eh! bukan nafsu yang itu...ishkk! kome ni...nafsu lagi satu...iaitu nafsu makan ketika berbuka...al-maklum la...bulan ramadhan da nak dekat...less than a week je kan..aku nak share pengala
man aku mengganti pose di akhir2 bulan syaaban sebelum masuk ramadhan ni..hehe..ade lg 2 hari je lagi aku kne ganti..chaiyok2..

hari ni aku puasa...lepas je bangun dari tido petang..aku siap la mandi ape semua untuk g beli makanan depan perdana..teringin nak berbuka nasi lemak..so aku pun g la ngan cik nadeeya ke sana..sampai2 aku terus tuju ke kedai nasi lemak..sampai je kat kedai tu..mata jadi rabun..eh x! haha..rambang! semua lauk pun aku nak amik...mmg dasar pelahap...selepas beberapa saar beristighfar..haha..aku cuma amik nasi lemak+ayam berempah+paru masak cili..rm4.50 je..murah kan?


pas beli nasi lemak..kitorang g giant plak..aku mengidam nak blueberry cheese tart from king's bakery..terbaik wohhh!!!sampai ke kat king's..aku terus buta..haha..xla! aku rambang mata sekali lagi...semua bread, pastries and cakes aku nakkkk! semua setiap satu...boleh??! bapak gemuk punya perangai kan??huhu...setelah bermusabah diri selam
a 5 saat..aku cuma amik 2 roti n 2 cheese tarts (blueberry cheese tart abes..uhuhuhukkkk!)..g counter nak bayar la kan..budget below rm10..kalau below rm10 aku ingat nak beli subway sandwich plak untuk sahur (memang buruk lantak perangai kan aku ni???haha..biasa la..symptom PMS..nnt time period..mula la xnk makan and morning sickness..alang2 feel nak makan ade..baik aku makan..ye x?? :p)


sekali kau..akak kat kaunter tu ckp..rm11.10 dik..terus terbantut rancangan aku nak beli subway sandwich..(xpe sayangku subway sandwich...nan
ti kita berjumpa lagi...seringgit seposen telah mengahalang cinta kita..huhuhu (T.T)...FRUSSST..semua rm1.10 punye pasal! akak tu pun xnk kasi diskaun..kalo x...huhuhu...)...pas bayar duit roti tu semua..aku g coolblog..teringin nak chocolate milk tea..chocolate milk tea dia terbaik i tell you!!! aku dah test banyak tempat..tp kat coolblog giant shah alam jugak menjadi pujaan anak tekak ku...



aku order 2 cup chocolate milk tea without bubble..hahaha..tamak x???? pas balik umah...berbuka...aku cuma makan nasi lemak n minum 1 coolblog je...yang lain tak berusik lagi...tak tahu la aku mampu nak habis kan ke tak makanan tu semua..kalo tak membazir je...tu la...sape suh buruk lantak sangat...cam orang utan baru 1st time blaja puasa...sungguh nafsu binatang kan???but what to do...symptom pms aku mmg camni...once terasa nak makan tu..semua benda aku makan (tolak babi n other benda haram yang lain la..tak cam cik bella...haha ;P)

korang plak bila berbuka camne? adekah muntah kedarah cam aku???hehehe...

till the next post..

salam...

p/s: jangan marah cik bella...I LAP U...hehe..aku taw itu turkey..bukan babi..hahaha..saje nak buli ko ;p